I used 2b n2 serious CBT n still have serious fetish, craving to have my cock (such as it is) and balls (still big and world class) chewed (mega hard), eaten (mega hard). When prowling n heavy drag, I usually wear “sprayed on” tights with cock (such as it is) and balls (huge n world class, pumped n ringed up) clearly visible, usually rubbing it all against stud I’m in heat for or placing his hand right on them. Balls r so sensitive, I lose it when they r rubbed, squeezed, slapped, abused (n2 9tails on them). When working out of Vegas and doing gigs n NYC, I’d always meet a guy (mid-age) on U… Pročitajte više

Yes I meet fans, both here n NYC and when traveling for private gigs. Watch postings for where, when I am appearing out of NYC and message me. I try to answer all messages. For those in NYC area, I live in West Village, hang out in Boots and Saddle, among other places. Again, I will answer all messages.… Pročitajte više

Came in third and last, Friday nite, in Phila’s BH’s Drag contest. I was by far, as always, the best but it was a fucking rigged set-up, planned to humiliate (should’ve seen it coming; a pay-back 4 something a year r so ago). I appeared as Wynonna and , my competition was just two “Mae West”newbies. Only first place got a purse and the dressing room side bet was that 3rd would blow both and rim #1 on stage (should’ve known, should’ve seen it coming). I HATE, HATE doing other queens, especially “publically,” but I did and to the constant shithead remarks of the ASSHOLE audience. So I am out a… Pročitajte više

Thanks for the suggestions and concerns. As best I recall and can reconstruct, this is it. I was up 4 it; I’m addicted to rough sex, can’t say no. Actually my intent in humiliating the wimp in vegas was to get the call I just got but b4 I left Vegas. So the call came late, but I asked for it, several times over. Had friend take me up there in town car and get the fuck outta that hood. Knew entrance was important, so had it all thought out. I went in (heavy drag, of course) w high attitude, immediately took off all clothes but 4 chunky heels (chunky heels make it easy 2 hold legs back), an… Pročitajte više

Getting tons of PMs about obsession with cocks, male body. OK; I get the point. I spent years and years building the perfect body (n my mind or as I want 2b fucked), a magnet for dicks. Admittedly fat but serious curves (unlike skinny queens): real bitch tits (now getting actually huge; not implants, all real, soft and super sensitive -will keep gaining weight no matter what as long as tits keep getting bigger), thick thighs (barrels but exercised for curve), massive ass, bulbous and high. That’s how I wanted to get fucked and that’s how thought I’d get guys to stick their dicks n me; did it… Pročitajte više

As many of u know, I am addicted 2 rough sex, tough guys who TDTM, take charge, have their way, eg, gaging, choking, slapping, the whole scene. But here’s the immediate situation: 3 brothers control a lot of Vegas street action. 2 r 2 die for; vintage BBC: Huge, massive muscles, pecs, abs, NFL lineman bodies:(1 played 4 UNLV n the other is bigger than any NFL lineman). The 3rd is at best so-so. I’d have emptied my checkbook to do the 1st 2, spend some serious time on those pecs, abs, biceps, but I could never get their attention and I was already entangled with too many other nasty types. A… Pročitajte više

Lots of PMs asking about lips: Short answer is mostly mine but with years of work and a few procedures. Spent years getting these perfect lips to wrap around the cocks I crave; never seen one I didn’t want, and I’ve stared at every crotch I’ve ever passed. And yes, I swallow. Still unpacking but I did find these so-so shots from a big session done n dressing room on my last night in Vegas. Let me know if u want password. Enjoy!… Pročitajte više

Got private club gig 4 Mardi Gras n New Orleans/Metairie, Louisiana. Anyone interested in hooking up down there, let me know.… Pročitajte više

The Vegas NYC move has had me outta circulation but things are coming around: Not performing publicly but lots of private gigs, clubs and meeting fans upon request: ssbbwdragqueen@gmail.com. All requests are answered.… Pročitajte više

Fantasy: Wanna be left in spike heels, G-string, nipple covers, heavy drag makeup at Daly Ave n 181st n South Bronx for use of Black Assassins.… Pročitajte više

I have been seeing once or twice a week 2 mid-aged white guys, both Wall street types, UESers, both married, no connection, neither knows about the other, but the scenario is almost identical: we get a couple of big, rough Black Bulls, serious BBC, and they fuck my brains out, lots of TDTM. The white guy watches; when the BBC finishes and leaves, the white guy sucks me off. I can’t fuck, can’t get hard and my dick is smaller than the average thumb; after years n years of hormones it takes 4ever 4 me 2 cum. I’m n2 this as I often can’t cum alone and w/o a lotta rough stuff, a lotta time, someon… Pročitajte više

Valentine's Day, Cabin fever, n n HIGH HEAT: Prowling and taking on all cummers. Wanna piece of me: Hit me up!!… Pročitajte više

As most of you know, i just relocated to NYC and i am looking for a new working network. I recently made a few vids and completed my agreements; i will not promote the recent vids but i can't do anything to obstruct. There are only 2 or 3 of my vids still circulating or so i understand. Likewise, i will not further promote them. I am looking to do my own set of vids and need not just a supporting cast but a few guys w some experience filming and the like. Hot ideas are also welcome (thus read prior blog). Anyone interested let me know.… Pročitajte više

Now back n 24/7 on SuperBowl engagements, after 2 weeks in St Barts w some Vegas, SoCal, Phoenix connections for vid/pic shoots. These thoughts: 1st shoot was solo tease, taunt job, me playing w oiled tits (the best; all world, big n real), getting hot rubbing my clit-stick, fingering my ass n massaging my thighs, all w tons of attitude, pouty/ puffy lips (no guy could watch n keep his hands outta his pants). But then rest r all degrading cum dumps, showcasing not me, no tits, no ass, just a****ls dumping load n load, facials, cum running outta mouth, smeared all over face, n my hair, head y… Pročitajte više

This will answer many PMs asking about my turn-ons, how to ring my bell, get my juices flowing. MY TYPE: N2 big muscle builders, jacked, shredded, ripped; huge BBCs, thugs n gangstas; ethnics, mainly M.E.s; spend hours on pecs, abs, balls, cocks; infatuated w male bod. Bod n cock worship. Easily reduced 2 groveling, begging under muscle guys. Strictly 1-off, no repeats, no relationships, no involvements. N2 anonymous cum. The next always the best; pump n dump fine. But admit 2 one recent involvements (actually “married” n Vegas; n lasted several months), out of character. And I admit that… Pročitajte više

I recently relocated from Vegas to NYC and I’ve been jammed up trying to get a million things done, one of them being connecting with a new friends here. One thing pissing me off has been finding on this site a 2-die-4-bod, reaching out, getting the “bounce”: this guy doesn’t accept PMs from those of your “gender.” Well, didn’t know NYC had so many homophobes. News 2 all those assholes: There aren’t genders anymore; there’s just sex and sex is just sex. I knew early on in boarding school what I am and I never hid it; I paid 4 it. Bullied, tormented and on and on; but that didn’t stop everyon… Pročitajte više

Hey u Atlanta, here’s my problem: Party limo picked up 3 BBCs n Buckhead NYmorn 4a.m. One called Ty was huge (6’2 250), ripped, shredded, jacked, built, hard, not an inch 2 pinch. I am obsessed with body builders n I ignored everyone else, had his shirt off b4 he sat down. The best pecs ever, huge n hard, like bowling balls. I was on each for at least 30 minutes, then the bi’s n abs. He stopped me at the belt buckle tho he was visibly rock-hard, huge (at least 9” n mega-thic) n ready 2 come. I came just eating his abs n w/o touching myself. 4 me that’s hot n high heat; after years of hormone… Pročitajte više

For the Neanderthal white trash that kept w the “tub of lard” slurs during the Atlanta performance, again, “GO FUCK YOURSELF.” I know you heard it from me then, but hear it again: “FUCK U, White Trash!” I’ve always had a chick's metabolism, weigh issues, but always gained n the usual girly places, always capitalizing on it, perfecting this bod 4 20 years. I still carry it well; I’ve got real curves, real bitch tits (something to feel, chew, suck, not false, bogus, hard implants), thick thighs, hot belly, n a high, huge, bulbous 2-die-4 ass. Find me a cock that doesn’t want a piece of me, a stu… Pročitajte više

Girls, if you, like me, grovel under BBC, get your fat ass down to Atlanta. Got there, saw a few regulars, got a few Black Chippendales ready, then did a private NYE “deliverance” gig. For the appearance, insulted the goobers, drowned the crackers n attitude, just at the cost of a few on-stage facials (happens often n I’m n2 guys watching, waiting, TDTM; and “no” to the asshole bubba w beard, I wasn’t scared, I often look so out of craving anticipation awaiting the facial) and at the cost of some time to get remade up, we were outta there n in great stretch party limo. Thanks to tweet etc an… Pročitajte više

Hi Guys: Just letting all of you know that I’ve got a NYE gig in Atlanta (1st time ever appearance there); gig is private but I plan 2b n Atlanta from the 31st to the 4th. So any huge Atlanta hunks wanna meet me, hit me up!… Pročitajte više