I am a woman with primal needs, sexual needs, but more so craving being held down and passionate sexual exchange throughout the day while listening to music. I guess I need attention and affection. I isolate myself in my bedroom. I know the feeling of wanting a partner. I crave to feel that. I am someone that needs to be touched and shown affection, yet I live with someone who does not. It leads me to feel badly, and ...today is one of those "bad" days. Years ago I had a male friend that would come over when I'd feel like this, he would hug me and we… Pročitajte više

( not my writing, but certainly a fetish of mine ) His wife thought he was heading to his MMA class after work, but he was headed to me for a more intense workout. He didn’t have long since I was across town, but I didn’t mind, I was already wet at the thought of him going home to his wife after fucking me. I told him to wear his ring this time...and he did. After giving me a few spankings he was already hard, he wanted me... as he threw me down and forcefully thrust himself inside me, I moaned...his fingers were running everywhere, slapping and pinching along their routes. I couldn’t… Pročitajte više

written byMiss Rae©: 03/09/2018 Tonight I want a lover. I want a lover to hold me, want me, need me, desire me. One I can share that with as I need, want and desire them as well. I want to get lost in one another, losing track of time and forgetting about everything as the world around us fades away as we engage in intimacy with one another… Pročitajte više

You found me, I didn't look for you. You came into my world. You wanted me. I did not let you in at first. You came back again, later. You found me, again. This time I let you in. You were charming, you were sweet, and you tasted like every bad decision I never want to make, but I did anyways. I ignored the sour warning, the bitter taste of instinct. I let you in, and you lied to me. You lied about calling, and those missed moments I felt like a slave to my phone. You lied about your name, so I opened up to a ghost. You lied about what you were doing, so now I feel more lonely than before. I… Pročitajte više

Not written by me, unfortunately. I saw this elsewhere and adapted it to suit my perspective. Submission is not about being used, Submission is about being of use. Submission is not about being weak Submission is about recognizing His strength. Submission is not about what you get, Submission is about what you get to do for Him. Submission is not about thinking less of yourself, Submission is thinking of yourself less. Submission is not about what makes you happy, Submission is about making your Daddy happy. Submission is not about what is done to you, Sub… Pročitajte više

My HARD limits or my "no-no's" * NO degrading or humiliation * NO hardcore abuse * NO hardcore torture * NO spitting * NO blood play * NO urination or defecation * NO sc.at * NO ani.mals * NO chi.ldren or minors * NO anal * I am not big on "pegging" a man * Not interested in rimming or fingering assholes * I do not care to be FORCED to suck cock or face fucked {I have lockjaw} … (I will do so sensually, as a woman that enjoys it) STATS * between 190 - 200lbs ("chubby/plump" belly) * over 70 tattoos * unsure of my breast size since my reduction possibly B cup * I have scars * I… Pročitajte više

for my Muse written by Miss Rae©:10/16/2017 You are, in a way, my obsession... The way a painter obsesses for a canvas and lusts for the beauty in a moment. The way the photographer obsesses over the striking moving moment of the perfect photo. The way the writer obsesses over the knowledge and ease of written words.… Pročitajte više

There was no kissing, not a lot of intimate touching. I came repeatedly, I climaxed, body shaking, he even made me cum so hard I squirted. I enjoyed his size and how deep he was. However this really just showed me I am not in the mind set or seeking just sex. I was not ready for this therefore I was not satisfied. My stamina is terrible, my body so out of shape. I felt like a sexual let down. My mind would wander elsewhere to those I am still trying to heal from. No verbal encouragement, no compliments from him. I did not feel wanted at all. I did not feel special in a… Pročitajte više

EDITED: 05/04/2020 Since this blog I am now better suited with an amazing man, my Sir. We/we love one another and enjoy sharing me with others. I chose open relationship because "complicated" was not an option. I share a house with a male. We started a relationship nearly 8 years ago. It started out a very passionate, wonderful, sexual relationship, but after about a year it changed. Things in life happened. We are best friends, soulmates, roommates, and we do love one another. We are honest with each other and there are not secrets. He looks out for me. The sexual intimacy, romance… Pročitajte više

written by Miss Rae©:10/16/2017 I have an emptiness, like a void inside. In this moment I want to be kissed passionately, held romantically, and filled sensually. Such coldness invades me, warm me. Please? I yearn to feel heat of skin against mine, lover's souls igniting with passion, intensity of need boiling over, and desire burning strongly. I need to be taken, as a woman should be. I need you to lay me back, look into my eyes, connect with me, and enter me... Empty, cold, without purpose. I cannot tolerate this. A hunger grows,… Pročitajte više

I have noticed that the last few times I have put my gloves on for work I've taken care to the way my hands and fingers feel as I put them inside, putting my gloves on. I take the moment to admire how my hands look inside them. I take a mental note > seeing the fit > the curves of my fingers > how the gloves stretch nicely fitting my knuckles > even the way my fingernails tip the gloves at each finger's end. Such a lovely shade of blue I do my work, but as I do my mind wanders my gloved hand caressing over a lover's body one of my gloved… Pročitajte više

I like taking my time with my mouth and tongue, enjoying making a male feel good.The sensitive area around the tip can be different depending on the male. I enjoy taking my time and finding it. Licking, kissing, wrapping my lips around and taking that wonderful dick into my mouth. Some males are more sensitive on the side of the tip, and I get aroused licking there. I LOVE, enjoy and get extremely aroused learning what a man enjoys. Learning and seeing what and how a man's body reacts to certain stimulation, and erotic zones. The pleasure is not in making a man cum, but I get pleasure in th… Pročitajte više

written by: me 02/28/2014 Sir, today I looked at your photos you sent me. (I am very grateful) I watched your videos you made for me. (Thank you Sir, I am appreciative) I fucked you today my Sir. Yes, today I FUCKED YOU and made it about me. Sir today I was not nice. Today I was not gentle Sir. I sucked my toy and got it wet with my mouth and I fingered my pussy getting a little wet. Then I just started fucking. (I came quickly the first time sitting on the edge of my bed legs spread) Turning so one foot was on the ground the o… Pročitajte više

My desire for safety written by: (me) 10/09/2016 i saw a man today. To me he stood out from all other men. > He was an older man probably in his late 30's, 40's or so. > He was a black man dressed very nice; -->black slacks, a dress shirt, nice suit jacket, glasses. His appearance was clean, well kept, very attractive and i could not take my eyes off his hands as he walked. > He was alone, no one walking with him. i found comfort for a very small, brief, moment as i walked into the store he was walking out of. > i wondered if he would hold me like a father holds his daug… Pročitajte više

My Artistic Fantasy... written by: (me) 07/01/2014 I would like to take someone "straight laced" a bit "repressed" and one that has a hard time "letting go" and stuck in routine. I want to take them outside their box. I would bring the supplies: *canvas *paints *palate *easel *sage *incense (I prefer Opium, Sandalwood or Obsession) *music (I like Edie Brickell, The Cranberries, & maybe some blues) Sage (or incense) burning, barefoot and comfy (I prefer an oversized, old, comfy shirt or a slightly longer thin tank top for me). Music playing, setting a wonderful op… Pročitajte više

Quotes about BDSM (as it appeals to me) “Why do I write? I write because I have to, because it is all I know, because it is my truth, because I am compelled, because I am driven to make the world acknowledge that women like me exist, and we possess a dangerous wisdom.” ~Pat Califia~ "I am your servant. I shall not be free. You will protect me; you will keep me safe; you will guard me. You will keep me sound; you will protect me from every demon." ~Ancient Egyptian woman’s slave contract~ "I don’t mind working, holding my ground intellectually, artistically; but as a… Pročitajte više

When asked what i seek in a Sir... written: 05/24/2015 What do i seek in a Sir? What do i want from my Sir? i never really put deep thought into it before as i just know what i want and need. He has asked me to, and it is important that i communicate with Him. He needs to know how much i adore Him, how grateful i am that He has chose me, and it is important i show Him how much i appreciate Him. my Sir is my need, my desire, my want. i crave Him, i cannot stop thinking about Him, and when He is not with me i fight the impatience i feel while having to wait u… Pročitajte više

Top Ten Reasons my Sir Needs His Dick Sucked written: 06/04/2015 Top Ten Reasons my Sir Needs His Dick Sucked •He is happy •He missed me •He has been thinking about this while away from me •His dick is hard •His dick is not hard...yet •i am not doing anything else with my mouth •His dick is lonely •He can't reach it Himself •He drove all this way just for me… Pročitajte više

For fuck's sake clean your space before taking a picture. I mean really now. I am so fucking tired of seeing socks and underwear strewn about in pics here. or mass piles of nasty stuff all over the floor. Clean up your shit! or at least move everything out of the way when you are taking pictures! or edit them, or try cropping the photo. Jesus...a box fan on the floor leaning against the St. Andrew's Cross while dude is getting flogged? And that was just the most obvious thing. It was clear they had to literally move stuff away on the floor for his feet to have room. Ugh. Dirty fuck… Pročitajte više

Completely valid reasons I have not messaged you back. * Hot tea * My dog * Hot coffee (before it gets too cold) * My work * My vibrator * Someone I actually know messaged me something interesting * My friend from VIRGINIA called me!!!! * HOLY WOW a helicopter outside! * MY VIBRATOR! * My paint is drying * It may need another coat * I'm cutting up celery * Time to drink another cup of tea * Now I am cutting up carrots * OH LOOK a squirrel! * While i was drinking hot tea -my "special" blueberry muffin tasted good -i listened to "Sex on Fire" like 3 times *… Pročitajte više