so happy i was planning break but my friend i was suppposed to be with got caught up and chrille daddy made not only time for me, he even gave me a little taste of whats to cum (sucked upp what he left in the condoms after giving me that kind o fuck that makes you want tu purr like a kitten... Not only that, i think im able to tolarate more throat fucking?!?! will uppdate, now i need to shave in case om the slim chance of meeting him again tonight!: Cum i want more of to see how lots of feels from him.. Also practice my bj routine... and ofc if he wants to make a "gurl" out of me even more id… Pročitajte više

This will be my last weekend going full on.. perhaps next week i might meet some of the nice new ppl iv met. New meetings are exciting but kinda stressfull and i need a few weeks of mainly rest and slowly get into the new course litterature and write up a plan from aug to december. I mer krille daddy! woo, once.. then i dunno what happend:S I met big cuddly uncle i think he got called here atleast.. nice vids huh? love te cumshots :D Met that guy with his cock on my clitty! twice, also verry nice! also, alot of chattwankers who just wank and waste my time, i think im getting better at jus… Pročitajte više

dont remember if i could say who so i wont atm, but first time with a "gurl" :P we where both kinda tiered but i had a good time anyway.. the future will tell.. i felt she was a hell of alot cuter than me... also she was more exp gave me some tips and some gifts too... Dont want to go into too much detail untill iv heard from her again.. Iv learnt that i did enjoy beeing with a cutie tho!:) The need of a man was there but i think we managed eventually:P i saw her clitty pokin thru her dress and kinda went for it.. no anal, but the thougt of it seems natural now... owell.. who knows!… Pročitajte više

on a whim.. bougt some sunglasses, same hm brand i used to have for years untill they suddenly didnt have anymore... i guess they where pupular cuz they where back! thne i went to the beach asked some k** about what stop would be best for a secluded spot.. well it wasnt verry secluded, there where like bridges out to the water everywhere... but i found an opening... skinnydipp ofc, only 1 pair of shorts with me so couldnt get those wet... then home again and daddy with the gifts where´t online -.- .. then the discophen stuff happened.. but never got out again... fucking lame.. i wanna cud… Pročitajte više

gawd the comeup can be quite .. .demanding -.- 2c-b-fly + amf. Ann Shulgins favorite (not the + amf part) wellety, it's i*****l here now i much more prefered 2cb/i tho, faster comeup had a blast onte summer with half a gram of 2c-i.. good times. not much tho :D when im settled in ill try n get to the beach... swooosh *aaah coffe.. why onle beer, then i saw a bottle of sparkly water mm yummy.. and then coffe! ofcouirse theobromine not chocolate but food of the gods indeed.. Gonna take one more cup then grab something to lay on and walkoutside so i can say hi to the sun in the nude, just li… Pročitajte više

And we finally met!:D:D:D 1-2 hours of cuddly good times at dawn, wearing some of his gifts iv gotten from before and the shoes i bougt today'!!! It seems to bee going aaaalright! Some pics taken, i havent gotten them yet tho! :):) Cock was as wonderfull as he is, that mischevious man! We listened to some music and i got to show of my hipwiggle iv been practicing on :D I cant belive it! Just as excting and fun as i had hhoped to be, and not scary at all just so frendly, and his hands on me ååhmg! Cant wait to get more of that cock of his! the tease of having it so close yet knowing there… Pročitajte više

Then im gonna hang out with friends perhaps campin n shit.. then prepp for school :( fawk.. brace yourselves, the bush will be coming! :(… Pročitajte više

well its only just begun! acid breakfast i strongly recommend, good for them jangled nerves to align with the spiritworld and all that hippie bs.. :) Thougt i had broken my shaver, turns out it had died from sitting in the unplugged power station.. ordered new blades for it tho... The acid is long gone now, but beer is as sweet as the godess of creation, or some poetic bs... I have a date with the shaver for an hour or so, while i get a good rinse too! Still some soreness after the veet incicdent beneath my balls... but i think im good enugh to go just keep it clean n dry... oh how boring… Pročitajte više

should write more about this... short recap, just random travling, wrote to two i have spoken to on another site that lives there.. no meet bbut one man called me up and we talked for like over an hour.. i walked around with stayups under my pyjamas, had to do a real daring move to change my undies after the daylong heat.. lost my cool suncglasses so that sucks.. but the chat i had with him was hot.. wrote some motivational text right after our first chat, then recap of our chatting on the trainhome.. eng/swe, dunno might post pico of the txt.. im to tiered to do it again now.. well he got… Pročitajte više

First entry of the day : 01:23 local time. Woke up 2/3 hours ago, and now i feel awake. Im doing the homework uncle assigned me inbetween motivation text and videos! trying to stay limp and i can feel sissy excitement spreading from my prostate into my body, havent finished reading the Limp Clitty training guide but there are some tips for staying limp i am practicing those methods right now! Quote from : https://xhamster.com/posts/788846 "If you find yourself getting hard at any point for any reason - if you notice you are getting erect or if you notice you’ve become erect without noticing… Pročitajte više

well, i felt i had to go and buy some liquids. but that was just a few minutes ago.. This long day started after i met a friend last evening to get a pair of sunglasses i forgot at his place, the first thing i did when i got back home was to do makeup and put on some stockings etc. I started to feel pretty and good about myself remembering the wonderfull time i got in the weekend with my new firend "big uncle". Perfect timing when i felt sort of ready he came on skype and we chatted for abit and both of us seem eager to get together again soon. Something about a longhaired black wig, i think… Pročitajte više

I have been chatting with him on and off for awhile here on the hamster, talked about meeting but nothing happened untill today.. I had been shaving and trying to get smooth all night, shaving my bum and trimming as much bodyhair as i could.. Feeling alittle cute as i had become smooth i went out on a little cardate earlier in the eveing, i wrote about it before it was nice to suck a cock. But i was longin for the big strong arms of a man who wanted more than a quick bj.. Awhile after i came home i took a shower with strawberryscented shower cream, i rinsed out my bottom and when i came out… Pročitajte više

First time iv gone out with the cage on:) I asked if he was swedish*, no pic.. hmm then saw he was colored.. got allitle scared, had a bad exp once... but overcame that i think the cage helped:) He was really sweet, **name*** :P We drove off and i just put a wig on and sucked his cock... mmh.. didnt take too long, he but a hand om my bum and squeezed me as i bobbed up and down his beutifull cock, not that long but thick... then he pushed my head down hard... and came... i kept sucking till he said ok thats enugh... BAD OLD HABIT i spit out my sissynutrients:( I need to be told about that:(… Pročitajte više

bought undies for 600 kr :p tried on a pair, seem to fit nice, now i have enugh so i dont have to worry to much wheter or not ill have a comfy pair for bed:) time to get ready, school tomorrow... :) comfy its gonna be! <3… Pročitajte više

After some long lone nights ive gone to bed in my pj and panties hugging my bear just like i always did when i was young.. So much relief in regressing n feeling comfy n safe... A switchlike daddy who could be demanding fora sissygay and also cuddle and pamper an adultbabysissy is recurring more often latley.. Perharps its because iv been reflecting on my life.. 30 in a few months.. and i never planned a day ahead.. Well well, saw some pics of girls beeing changed and cuddled with.. oh whow i envy thhem! would be nice with acomfy chatt daddy atm.. safe reassuring chill... cam avai… Pročitajte više

Wastes time. Im no princess anymore altho i fool some. it aint what it used to be.. God i hate aging. Then again im actually getting some looks and interactions with women now.. there might be some chance for a girl and a family some day. Inevitably all this information will be available to your c***drens friends etc.. i cant continue one that. im mad tonite, My profile text thru the 5 years *Disclaimer* if ur a sub thats fine but i like to chatt with "tops" if ur a man and wanna kill some time write a line i like friendly but manly top and or a woman for that matter! age and experie… Pročitajte više

first thing when i wake up - almost atleast. Is to get a small mirror on the floor, swab the redspots with anti redspot-solution.. then babypowder.. it says on the bottle three times a day so after i come home, same and then later in the evening.. its a nice feeling tho when i do my regular powdering, lay on my back and powder all over tummy bum n clit area.. feels nice rubbing it in on my now smooth-ish body.. Reading a hot guide for gradual feminization, i assume its directed towards daddys whom have some control over whoever the ""guy" they are femenizing.. Making them shave off… Pročitajte više

havent been able to keep up.. missed class today, again and this time it was a test.. i have lost my steadyness latley. I have to manage all things that need doing.. been mad at myself for hours, trying to calm down. im better now, clean sheets and some teddybears in my bed, five minutes of hugging one teddy i already felt better, now i feel venting here is helping even more.. The feel of my blue pyjamas, white longstockings, cotton panties on my poor bottom*. wore all of it at home while no one else was here during the day. Now i added a blue top with a cute broidery(english?^^) and s… Pročitajte više

orders this months, latest first. 1. Prison Bird Chastity cockCage For sissies with lock Pink (what else :P) small size so my limp dick after a dip in iscvold whater id fitt, but in normalconditions even the slightest erection i guess will be aliitle painfull.. 2. Realistic ejaculating Squiting Didlo 19.5cm 4 diameter i know it can be dangerous to fill your ass with some stuff and cumlube might be to expensive, Does anyone havetips of some homecoocking that is safe for injection? Im also thinking bout my analdoushe tool, could there be some strawberry/vanilla/lavender scen… Pročitajte više

He was diffrent, kind and sweet... i didnt mind it so much after giving him a blowjob for about 20 mins he took his cock and played with it on my lips, stretched my cheek.. I started to enjoy myself alot.. his one hand reasurringly on my sissybottom..I felt safe and loved:) After awhile he asked if i didnt want to get fucked, i giggled, ofc i wanted to... i tried to sit and ride in the backseat but the babyseats for his c***dren where in the way.. We got out of the car, freezing cold but damn hot he took my little bottom for a pleasureable pounding.. It was no quickie either:) when… Pročitajte više