Maybie we wil have fun, the three of us..I will try not to get waay to jealous!:P Would be nice to fix our makeup togehter and (hopefully!) become friendly, atleast good cocksucking companions :) ... In the mean while me an daddi have been practicing my throat.. i just cant seem to hold his cock deep for more than 10 seconds:( Anyway throating seems easier than it has been, and whats more important to me is that he seems happier when im able to take him deep and alittle rough! Almost like a little slut! 'Hopefully i can please him just like the slut he wants and long to be for him! =) Hap Pročitajte više
två halvtorftiga dagbogs inlägg. fantasier
Fantasi.. men de har försvunnit.. Bli upptäckt som pojkfjolla... bli "tafsad på" låtsas som ingenting... känna hur min hand förs emot ditt skrev etc... pinsamt viskande svar på dina frågor... kanske är du en "hypnote****ft"/samtalste****ft som specialiserar i sådana fall som mig.. en gratis konsultation erbjuds... inte för jag förstår vad det betyder men du förklarar något i stil med att det går att bearbeta kanske komma över detta som ju ger mig så mycket "skam"... Du gör det kasnke gärna om jag har tid? vi hittar en plats och vi pratar lite.. hur stor är min lille, rakar jag mig? et Pročitajte više
Good question
SandraBBCwhore; Hi Lisa, excuse me for asking, what are your measurements, height and weight etc... ? you look fantastic, great development to you.09:39 Hello, no i dont mind, thank you, i have had some luck (and some badluck i have abit of a belly :frowning: ) I think that was a good quiestion, something im not very good at keeping check on (i used to check my weight but when i stopped taking joggs/running i stopped checking it) Last time tho i was still 10 kg above where i was before i went on a medecine diet (5yrs ago:( went up to 92!!!) now i am like at 82, lowest i have been wa Pročitajte više
2019... random words and the porntheatre thing..
New year, 2020, thinky stuff and last years lessons. I am learning about myself:) Resolutions... Someone asked me if i had any. No, i did not have any. But then it got me thinking. Last year made me used to wearing girly undies, almost every day! And for a couple of months now i am using only girly scented shampo, soaps and deoderants:) I saved almost all of my receipts (kvitto?) for things that are like girly... (i should *schame in the eyes* save the ones for ciggarettes and alcohol to compare..) I will do the math... soon... god i am soooo lazy.. There where some new experiences last y Pročitajte više
Men in/around Helsingborg for theeveing? (swedish)
Hej fjolla i hbg söker sällskap ikv Jag kan besöka dig (er?!) vid 21/23 någon gång.. Velat fira i trans många år hoppas du har en mysig inställning och glatt humör, så denna garderobsfjollan vågar vricka på handlederna och fnissa glatt med dig... Jag är öppen för både one on one och vara en i mängden, om du håller mign hand när jag blir nervös.... Är du väldigt trygg så är jag nog gärna den i mitten på er efterfest... hah... JAg hoppas nog någon bekant vill ha mig över men nytt år nya människor? jag är öppen för det mesta sålänge det är safe tryggt och med respekt, inom ramen för synderna:P Pročitajte više
Spam mail (in swedish)
psychic bot something something my prosperous future, wants me to click link whatever.. Not a verry good sales pitch, first of i know it second, if she says its prosperouos, i dont mind waiting a week or two, its not like waiting for a random smack in the back of the head from your bully thats tormenting you. (just an example.. sort of, or it could be) Here ya go, (dont singup to lots shit on the web u get mailbaksket cancer =) SPAM; "Kära smyga, Vår energi kom till mig i en vacker vision. Jag kan se att du är på korsvägar. Det kan gå båda vägarna nu, antingen mycket bra eller katastrof k Pročitajte više
2019 log, will update here..
https://hypnotube.com/video/f3mm3-f4t4l3-yamyam-6274.html Wow, bite my bubblegum, oooie gooie chewwie ! , i will prolly hate it in a couple of hours... but for now tis on repeat ******************************************************************* 2019 nov 18 one more update below thisone! Age, is it not just a nasty number? hoping finasteride and minoxidl will work wonders.. think i am going to lie about my age abit.. But i will start slow like, 27 or something... perhaps i could do 22... Think i need a thicker coat of hair before i start with such naughty little lies :D ..... altho i Pročitajte više
This relaxing evening is.. Sloppy and smells ..
Ugh 2nd time i have had to freshen up.. Never ever ever! Do a sloppy rinse! The embarassement if i would have been on a date would just be.. ugh No! >< Im so sorry i should prolly not share stuff like that... But on plus side i have been in my cage for 4 hours now, no need to remove it yet but i need to dry upp abit.. I am thinking of taking a walk to a place where i can change into shoes and practice girly walking.. i think i am just going to have undies and stuff on and other than that not look girly, but im not sure.. The cage stays on ofc! It was nice filling myself with my old Pročitajte više
Self femenization, some notes wishes, ideas..
<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<< Im making this post mainly so i wont loose these ideas, im not really sure im going to be a sisssy visisbly in public at any time like on a regular basis- but that is something im quiestioning more and more:) Do feel free to come with suggestions of little-or big steps for me to add and/or become inspired by as i try to take babysteps out of my comfortzone and into reality/life or whatever you call it.. :S As i discover stuff about "myself Pročitajte više
todo list..** edit*** + littleblackdress
This list is not very chronological, my appologies. ***Little black dress. as per daddys request! Too exciting to try in the store, such helpfull ladys there (first time trying on girls clothes in the store, almsost too exciting when the lady entered my booth as i had the dress on and i had to pull the dress down and lift my arms up so she could take my measurments and get some bras for me to try on) :D! That thing almost deserves a post of its own. I was going to get silicone padding/stuff for bras but i missunderstood that product but got a nice padded brah instead... and checking the rece Pročitajte više
Latest vid is for his eyes only dont even ask..
Figure out who he is, ask him.. dont ask me.. i might put up a cut version but the uncut... no. Daddy knows best (as he semi consiouisly/rendomly prove* to me today) *swenglish.. I Need him... and sometimes that means, daddy im cummin to ya.. (okay once) But the thing is... keep to daddy, if he doesnt give me an opening, i create one.. I was so lucky he accepted me coming over in such a rude manner.. ..(manor? way, not house) xD Also main lesson of the day, when getting fucked and stroked, dont hold back ><.. An awesome orgazm missed cuz i wanted to be super cock crazed... -(and go Pročitajte više
Yay reposts of my pics!
Just out of the shower smelling girly! girly deoderant etc :) time to do something usefull, first some skinkcream etc.. also. Publicity!:P hihi sissyhunter825 thanx! I think one or two have asked for permission, cant find the other one but here: https://xhamster.com/photos/gallery/sh-club-my-sissy-friend-lisa-sweden-11529459 I would just die (of joy ofc) if i logged on one day and saw some of my pics with captions n stuff! ! thanks all! Pročitajte više
Sissyschoolgirl proud! Lady on the buss..
**skool done **Feeling like a god "boi" i decided to buy some celebration sparklywine, and after that still high on life from my math sucess i took the bus.. After one stop this "dangerous" woman in her late 50ish came on the buss.. I dont know what it was but she seemed to look my way. As if i was attractive, perhaps my joyus mood got her interested.. She sat herself down on the last row of seats in the bus, and we sat to seats from eachoter by the windows... I felt frisky and was kinda hoping she would say something. She looked like she had perhaps partied in her younger years but she was Pročitajte više
Dear diray, sunday night daddy came over again
I was allitle shocked, and tirered, didnt havetime to do makeup and all that, but he didnt mind.. I could ofc not decide on what to wear etc.. so embarrasing showing myself without sissymakeup and such.. We hade a nice time but i was not pleased with myself.. to tiered to suckrelentlessly.. but he is so supportive and nice, he said we should lay in bed for awhile and he gently caressed me.. letting me relax... it was such a nice moment, after abit we where making out and i felt so girly!:) I got a well deserved spanking tho, my cheeks where so red and it hurt so good :P I need to relax mor Pročitajte više
ooh talking to krille
Been missing him soo much.. he is such a fun guy! Full of mischeif :P Playfull and sweet, and he is all man when it comes to both size and fuck skills.. Woa im hoping for a date tonight or tomorrow night!;/ dunno if he has time for me i sure hope he does! So beutiful gifts this spring (almost all of the corsetlike stufff) and some other small gifts.. and that was before he met me in person!:) Talk about a supportive guy! And when we finally mer.. omg.. that guy fucks, like. i was almos scared... And then i was glad i could take it:$ Sissyfied much? dunno.. But the power of male lust plowing Pročitajte više
This sissy smiles when..
I get comments like.. Panties suits you. Maybie you should have been a girl.. Have you kept your clitty neat an smooth latley? Your bum and clitty made for girly panties, stop wearing mens underware. You are no man, you have no dick! Stay limp, your clitty is cute! etc... Pročitajte više
Bought some sissygear -.- damn... im so poor!
So when i came home today i saw my order was ready for pickup! So i decided to put on a pair of pantyhose and some thin sweatpants and headed of to the store.. Went in got my pack and then boughht some things, i got a bag so i wouldnt walk around with the logo of the shop showing everywher, but beeing alittle clumsy and nervous i guess, i didnt think about it when i bent over and got the packedge into the big paper bag... fiddled with my ciggaretes and headed to the exit.. then a man was really close behind me, dunno if he was abit drunk or just happy, but hhe smiled att me and had like red ch Pročitajte više
big uncle promised to sponser some makeup
Went and shopped for 700kr -.- he promised me 500... Then he couldnt meet me!! 2 weeks went by and then he could hook up... i packed my bags had tights(sockstypish?) on and a female t-shirt under my jacket.. we went for a short drive.. he gave me 3 packs of ciggarettes and 500kr for makeup:) Then we drove out to a quiet place for alittle chat... my klitty got so wet n messy:D But he had a meeting to tend to :( that was last week.. been so crazed for daddyluve for awhile.. that really fucked my sissy mind over :@ gah! Owell, daddies terms not mine. respect. Now i need to get some red Pročitajte više
Its wierd but im not okay with it, im happy :)
Gay bi trans? or just experimenting? all of them? even hetero? Fuck labels, get in panties have fun! :) What i wrote in my pressentation, it might help someone, and it will get removed from there at some point. The text underneath the line is true but it should be read in the context that, im sort of glad of my secret hobby and yes it seems fucked up but there are people who live even more fucked up lives. I have some doubts over my sexuality bi/hetero? But as you can se from my content, sometimes just "playing" sissy makes me feel good (altho perhaps i am a sissy^^) Taking the time to sha Pročitajte više
Second meet with big uncle!:)
My legs are spaghetti… i think i was close to pure sissygasm… “i drew forth my pistol but alas i was mistaken, and no prisoner was taken..” aah my darlin Daddy!… on another note.. Theres more to life than sissyplay, iv had a great time and i aint dead yet! Theres other task knockin on my door paramount for my perservation and prosperity. So i can keep on marvelling at the great mystery furthur, beyond forever in peace untill you bore me, k**ding. Love unity and respect! And for the haters, eat shit and die! Yes im a simple man. Humble and vicious, like nature made me. Plus Ultra my alph Pročitajte više